This wasn’t easy for me
Thanks for seeing me.
Thank you for reading and receiving my honesty so well.
Sharing openly is rarely easy.
My fears were to be judged or ill-perceived. The same concerns that scared me into not sharing in the past were exaggerated and kind of... irrational.
I’m so glad that I’ve been brave because now I’m no longer feeling overwhelmed and alone in this endless healing journey.
Knowing that these conversations have been heard has been monumental, and I cannot stress that enough.
And recognizing that there’s a lot of stuff that’s constantly shifting and changing.
Learning to dance in the ever-changing paces and rhythms of life is something I feel like I’m kind of stumbling through sometimes.
And this is part of it too.
It feels like, through all this, the word that comes to mind is: Rise.
I think we’ve really been pressed to experience the world naturally.
I’ve taken off a veil and can no longer use my old props and my old justifications as excuses... this change is scary but necessary.
We’ve all really been stripped.
The beauty of it is what’s left after that.
I think it’s a critical part.
We get caught up in these stories and the lies that we tell ourselves, such as:
“One day I’ll be fine
One day I’ll be more Honest
One day I’ll be okay.”
And it’s not the truth.
THIS is it.
It’s all we have.
This is where it’s at.
I don’t think we really need to wait for our own evolution.
We need to rise to the challenge.
We need to show up and grow up.
We need to live in it.
And be alive in it.
Even when we’re afraid.
That’s the lesson I’ve taken from recent events.
I hope you find the courage to be brave.
I hope you do what you need to get you there.
If you even have a tiny inkling that Microdosing is for you, plant medicine and nature will always be here to greet you.
And so will I.
Thanks for trusting me.
Thanks for seeing me.
With love,
