Starting off the weekend with a WORD
I dive into it, into non-ordinary states with psychedelics.
[My life feels like somewhat of a Quagmire ]
Because this ugly wet, and cold week seemed fitting for such a word.
Muck.
And essentially represents my life as of now.
Why, you ask?
Great question! 😉
I think it’s because I am doing all kinds of trauma work and ancestral healing 😯
Even though sometimes it feels RELENTLESS. Like I’m trying to plow through, but it’s just getting messier and messier under my boots.💩
It kind of feels as if the work will never indeed be done.
Like every time I dive into it, into non-ordinary states with psychedelics, Breathwork, or otherwise, the following three things come up for me:
How far back do you want to go?
How much do you want to heal?
This was a fucking bad idea. 💀
The last one has become a run-on joke,
I always repeat to myself, “this is a bad idea.”
When diving into the non-ordinary healing plane of existence.
Still synthesizing it, so bear with me.
Speaking of intense,
Do you know what feels a lot less intense?
Microdosing🍄
Because life feels intense and overwhelming right now
And… get yourself out of the quagmire you feel like you’re in.
(Oh… you don’t? It’s just me? …. Cool cool cool…)😭
Love,
Ps. I want to check in with you, with all of us: How’s your energy? How’s your sense of well-being? Your attitude? Are you bouncing through the day, boundless and joyful?
Or are you just slugging through it…checking everything off, feeling depleted and running on fumes? (Maybe more than others know because you do your best to put a smile on.)